Congratulations to the teams just now for performing the short scene from Manaechmus. Overall, I really like your performance because there are a lot of comedy scenes and you guys succeed in making it as cheerful as it can.

I was amused by Pya's cute voice while singing. And amazingly, she told us that she made the tune herself! She must be struggling so hard just to find the perfect tune. And at the very beginning, Faizureen managed to attract my attention with the narration along with her voice. This kept me remained focus. Huhu. Other characters also play their part very well, as if you are in the reality. Serious. I'm truly satisfied. 👍

Minggu ni dah masuk kali kedua Dr. Aishah duduk sebelah aku dalam kelas, sebab ada pembentangan dan persembahan daripada pelajar-pelajar yang lain. Jadi, dia duduk kat belakang kelas - sebelah aku.

Hanya Tuhan yang tahu betapa cuak dan risaunya aku. Hahaha. Aku terus jadi pelajar yang solehah dan pendiam. Tapi ada satu perkara yang dia cakap kat kelas yang buatkan hati aku jadi tertusuk-tusuk.

Madam: I would like to ask you guys. Do you still watch Disney channel movies and stuffs?

Us: Yess......

*Suddenly Madam made DOUBLE FACE PALM*

Madam: Oh please. Next time, if I assigned you to search any movies or channels in the assignment, the choice of Disney, Nickelodeon and other cartoon stuffs are not accepted.

Oh My God. No wonder you guys still act like you are a child. The cartoons are in your childhood. You are adult. So please act like an adult."

*Madam sighed*

*Students chuckled*

Dah la dia duduk sebelah aku masa cakap macam tu! Kau bayanglah. Aku ni dah lah peminat Disney Channel😂

Tapi aku sebenarnya relax relax jelah. Itu pendapat Madam. Even Harry Potter pun dia tak tengok. Sebab aku ada expectation di mana guru atau pensyarah literature mesti suka dengan siri Harry Potter. Lepastu, Madam juga seorang yang sangat susah untuk kau cari dia suka apa.

Dia tak suka Titanic. Dia tak suka cerita hantu. Bukan sebab dia takut. Tapi cerita hantu yang biasa ditayangkan tak bagi apa-apa kesan pada dia pun. Lebih banyak elemen kejutan je. So dia tak berapa nak impressed.

Ada lah dua tiga movie dan cerita yang dia sebut, tapi aku tak ingat la. Kira macam, susah nak penuhi expectation madam ni huhu.

So far, Madam ni memang lain daripada yang lain. Dia ada aura dia yang tersendiri yang buat kau takut dan hormat ke dia.

In the first class dulu, dia ada bagi warning. Kalau ada one of us yang juling mata atau ketawa sewaktu sesiapa bercakap kat depan, automatically Madam akan potong markah carry marks kita.

Ada banyak lagi pasal madam ni. Apa apa pun, aku suka Madam. Dah lama-lama boleh la aku adapt dengan cara dia. Semoga berkekalan. Huhu. We may have a different point of view and favourite things to do, but I can learn and study her view, which most of them are outside of my box and makes me think beyond the particular subject.

P/s: I was writing this post while waiting for Sir to come to class. Sociolinguistics. Okay. Sir dah sampai! Toodles!!~~

Why do I get so emotional when it comes to you?

I still remember that night, you said you were stressed. And I felt really horrible. Not knowing how to comfort you was the worst feeling ever. I had to choose words wisely so I wouldn't hurt you.

I am sorry for still building the barrier between us. The walls that keep hindering me to tell everything to you. Well in fact, I know and I bet that we are keeping something that only we know. There are so much things that we don't have to tell someone else, isn't it?

Thank you.

Thank you for teaching me some things that I didn't know before.

Thank you for enlightening my life.

Thank you for guiding me the way.

You show me what it's like to have a good listener, though you're not a good advisor.

You show me what it's like to be beautiful, though I know I'm not, physically and intellectually.

You show me how much better I could be, though I always fail and stuck in the middle of the way.

Awak. I know sometimes we got lost along the way. We choose to not say anything about this but I hope. I do really hope, we can get through this together.

"I know I let you down, but I'm never gonna make that mistake again. You brought me closer to who I really am. Come take my hand. I want to show the world, what you mean to me."

Keep loving me, sweetie.