Scenes for today.

8:00 AM

Scene 1.
Ada mesej masuk. Syuk bagi gambar keychain yang aku dapat dari Thailand. Dan lepastu borak sekejap pasal degree life and I got a piece of advice from him. Thank you wey.

Scene 2.
Ada mesej masuk. Amal minta maaf sebab balas mesej lambat. Baru beli data internet katanya. Amal dapat mahallah nusaibah dan Amal cerita serba sedikit pasal Mahallah Ameenah. Weyy besar jugak bilik aku nanti. Ada tempat lepak, ada bilik air dalam bilik, ada beranda. Mahallah Ameenah is the finest la kiranya kat UIA Gombak tu. Teruja sekejap.

Scene 3.
Ada mesej masuk. Abang Halmie terus melayan soalan entah apa apa dari aku ni. Soal sustainability of youths. Macam biasa. Dia tak pernah kecewakan aku untuk bagi jawapan dan sentiasa bersedia dan cuba berikan yang terbaik. Hats off.

Scene 4.
Menonton 'Istanbul Aku Datang'. Tak pernah kecewa dengan one of the most country yang selalu orang visit tu. Istanbul is beautiful. And I really hope I could go to Hagia Sophia. You know, once it was a cathedral then a mosque and now a museum. HS experienced both of those religion in its own way. Dan aku tak pernah miss scene Harris dan Dian keluar meraikan keindahan Istanbul dan seterusnya berborak tentang kisah cinta mereka. It is addicting somehow. Bila cakap pasal Turki ni, teringin wey nak jejak kaki kat Capadoccia. Hot air balloon! T_T

Scene 5.
Reading a new book. "Hello, Goodbye and everything in between". It is just a start. Walaupun aku ambik kos english, aku agak allergik dengan novel english. To be honest. I am serious. Aku kadang kadang usaha untuk keluar daripada comfort zone tu tapi macam sia sia. So I keep living a normal life 'till I read that book. It's quite tough.

Scene 6.
Watching a video. A short video. He said, "Life is amazing although I get depressed on it". Betapa youngsters nowadays should have patience in order to achieve what they want and need. Be patient. Kesabaran. I told you guys the other day pasal sabar kan. And. There is no apps about Job Satisfaction dan Strength of Relationships. First glance, it is true. Second glance, you know something is just..not..right..somehow.. but you just don't know which part is. Kan. Ke aku sorang je yang rasa gitu? Hmm.

Scene 7.
Trying to reach out a friend. Unfortunately, something's happened and I just can't let myself ruin the eager and excitement. Well actually turned out to be a disappontment and jealousy and perhaps envy. Man. It is inevitable. How can I keep myself from losing it? So I figured out to just read the articles to soothe my heart and won't let it hurt again. I don't promise but I'll try. And maybe to reminisce the good memories. And maybe to view those who inspiring.

Why am I writing this? I don't know. The other side of me said that I was gonna improve my english je. The other one said that I just wanna show off. The other said that I just wanna people see me a strong girl that can survive in any situation that had let her down for quite few weeks. The other side said that I am waiting for something that impossible to happen. And oh my God. She is going to let herself down again. Allah bless you all!

Have a good night :')


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